I cannot really remember the last time i saw him. It is this incident that made me realize that i haven been meeting up with my family members.

This young boy has an inquisitive mind. He will always be asking me for advice and opinion about every little thing. There are times where i am taken aback by his questions. Most of the time i will just try to give me most genuine opinion. He is open to opinion although he has his own mind set.

Family is obviously important to him. He is a filial son and an independent boy. Despite his busy schedule, he forked out time to teach tuition so as not put on pressure on his mom's financials. He will always make it a point to update his concerned mom on the little happenings in his life.

I was absent during the last family gathering due to some personal matters and i deeply regret it. The last time i saw him was at my sister's birthday party. I was giving my cousins, inclusive of weicheng, some advice on how to bowl. He had the highest score amongst the 3 guys that were bowling. A guy with great determination indeed.

I remember there was another time i saw him at jurong east mrt station. We were both coming down the escalator. I look at him and told him "wow you look toned, not bad ah, got muscles already..." He blushed and tried to brush it off. He used to be a plump boy but he has become a fine young man over these years.

My siblings and I have this strong attachment to him and his brother. At CNY gatherings, we will always be together, trying to entertain ourselves. We made it a point to be together during festivals. He will come over to our place to watch soccer and sometimes we will have meals together at our place. He will send me msges to ask if i am gg for gatherings and wat time i will be there. He called my ex-bf to ask bout the uni courses he was interested in. He ask me wat he should do to ensure he can succeed in future. He has many many dreams and ambitions. I cannot imagine gatherings without him. No more yearly KTVs sessions where he and my sis do their mic hogging acts.

I am really surprise how he made it to the national team in the short span of 2 years after taking up the sport. He did tell me he joined dragon boat but i tot its only for leisure. I am proud of his achievement, being in the national team and the vice captain of safsa dragon boat team.

During his funeral, I was hoping he would turn up suddenly and say its all a mistake. I was praying so hard for a miracle which i know will never come. I cant help waking up in the morning with tears in my eyes. I really cannot believe i am never ever gg to see him again. Please bless ur mom and brother. You will be missed dearly. Thanks for being in my life.

Your bee-u-ti-ful name here :D