Convocation was on tues (25th July) and i am really happy i have graduated after all this years of studies!!!!!! The ceremony was indeed a boring one especially when i am the 8th one to go on stage. My parents and my sister got mi a little graduation bear (which costs a bomb!!$50) and i like it alot. Ok, here comes the interesting part...

Alvin was there at my convocation too. I told him many times not to get flowers for me so naturally he din. then he saw some ppl carrying flowers and he actually drove to jp to get me one. So sweetz~! Really love that.. Many of my frens say that he look old... well he is indeed more mature than us. He is 27. He was actually quite glad when i told him that many of u guys say he is good-looking. Think his head is gonna drop off his neck le. Anyway dinner later on was great!

Another interesting thing happnened this week. On thurs morning, Alvin called and ask, "want to go to Genting tonight?" I agreed. Then that night, we drove up to Genting. So exciting. It was my first time driving in msia and as u can guess, i had a small accident with a cone on the road. It wasnt serious but i broke the car plate. Felt so proud of myself since i was the one who drove up to Genting. Alvin nearly vomitted (told me to stop my drift). hahaha. Well i made it sound as though i drove alot but in fact i only drove for the last 2 hrs. hahahah... it was quite a good trip though it was a bit short.

Then yesterday right after i came back from genting, i attended the convocation ball at fullerton. I wore the dress which panjia made for me. The dress, in addition to my natural beauty, won alot of praises last night. Oopss...abit bhb! hahaha...Thanx poon. will post the pix up if i am not lazy.

ok thats all.... there is one other thing i want to complain about! I hate the idea of Alvin taking masters WITH HIS EX! Hate it, hate it, hate it!

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Last week was a considerably good week cause i was occupied most of the days. Its really hard to fight the bordom sometimes. Had been playing mahjong recently and my luck is simply not there... except for the day i won chee hui... so happy!!!!!!! He is really a funny guy.. very entertaining.. he definitely kept us all awake during the mahjong game... sinyee must be very happily attached to him.. hahah..

Received an expensive present, diamond neckalce, from someone yesterday. I feel very bad for accepting the present but i did anyway. Thanx "someone", i like the present alot. anyway its the most expensive gift i have received (margaret reminded me of that). haha...

Clubbing on saturday at MOS was a bad one. So many malays and kids... cannot stand it. Me and alvin left pretty early since we were both bored and tired. Sobz... such a lousy session.. gonna go for one good session before i start woke. Can barely remember the feeling of getting high... Guess i will be going to double o since its the place where i remember having fun!!!!

There are some things which is very hard to explain. Some things just cannot work out. I dont know if "you" will be reading this. Commuication is important. When communication breaks down, connection is lost and maybe after that you dont see a point anymore. Maybe its the difference in our culture or the difference in the way we express ouselves. We seem to be different. Its a feeling kinda thingy. I am sure u felt it. Maybe u choose to ignore and think that its a short-term problem coz everyone was not in the mood. But i cannot do that.

Anyway gotta run. Will write again soon!

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Yesh...i realise the last blogskin was total crap so i decided to make do with this one first. So its orange again.. i wonder why.

Italy did win the finals but i din think it was very glorious since they won only during penalty. But anyways they did win so... CHEERS! and i won my bet too! I lost mahjong the whole of last week. it was terrible. But i firmly believe that my luck has turned for the better. So yes..am gg to test it out tml.

Watched pirates of the caribbean last night it was just an average who with no ending. hmm.. dont really like show like this. Wana catch "the lakehouse". that show looks like a really romantic show. Think i will love it. it will rekindle the faith i have in finding my true love! hahaha... ok fine.. dont laugh k!

Someone told me he doesnt like to lie and told mi some truth bout himself. The things he told me brought about many many question marks inside my head, but i didnt want to probe too much. I was glad with the things he told, its so much better than saying sweet nothings, I feel at ease with his openness.

Although i have practically nothing important to do everyday, there are small little surprises that brighten up my day. It made time pass by swiftly. I am really happy now.

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Its saturday again and i am waiting to go out. Going to catch superman later. This week pass in a wheez. I had things to do everyday so i am kinda glad. Played mahjong twice this week, was quite fun though i wasnt really winning. Had been watching soccer too. Cant wait for the match later tonight and the finals tml. Had a bet with someone and i think italy would win. Hope i win my bet. haha...

Sent doggy off to the airport yesterday. Sobz.. she is really gg to be off for 5 weeks. So i guess will be meeting up with PJ myself next week. After i sent Pj home, i lost my way and ended up in balestier or lavendar. Then i had to make a big detour before i find my dear lornie road again. Sigh i am getting bad with my directions.

Oh and know what? i had my hair permed and it looks so auntie now. I cant stand it. The hairstylist was so contended with her work at the wnd of the day and i did not have the heart to tell her i hated the way i look. well thats $200 dollars on some shit-looking hairstyle. After the perm, i met up with a fren whom i had not met for 2 years and yes, i do feel embarrassed with my hair.

I cant wait to start work, to start another new phase in my life. I hope that it would be a challenging and exciting one. Something which will get my heart pumping. The current life i am leading is way too boring for me and i dont really fancy it.

Somebody just ask me if i am the dependent sort. Hmmm u know.. i hate to answer this question. Cause what i really feel is that only when u love someone alot would u wana spend alot of time with him and thats when u seem dependent. So its a question quite hard to answer and i can only say it depends on situation. And definitely there are other factors that affect for instance, how much time u are spending together and stuff. Dont really want to talk bout this topic. No interest currently.

Gotta go prepare myself for my date tonight! tataz~!

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Today is 4 July and i have another month or so before i officially start work. This is getting quite boring. Everyday i have so much time to waste. though i have ppl to go out with it just seems that its so meaningless to to go out for the sake of going out. Somehow i regretted selecting the last date for entry to the company. Doggy Koh is leaving for China on friday... which means that no more late nite chats. So sad.

I made a decision last saturday, i broke up with melvin. Sigh everything is getting too complicated and maybe i just want to be alone. He is really nice to me and i know that he really loves me. Really really appreciate him in my life. In these 5 months there are many many good memories and very few bad ones. I will always keep all these memories with me.

I feel like a villain. I feel that i have hurt him and i do not wish that to continue, simply bcoz he is a good man and i do not want to hurt him further. Many people have reprimanded me for my decision but i know that this is best for him.

I believe in fate. If 2 person are fated to be together, they eventually will be. Currently i have totally no interest in BGR. Maybe because i am tired from all these. I used to think that its only bout 2 ppl falling in love but now i realise its more than that. I want a simple relationship and i want to fall in love. I dont want to go into one for the sake of it.

Oh i talk to my ex, tony, the other day. From the way he made things sound, he feels that i still like him. Well although at times i am irrational, i know better where to put my feelings. And maybe he is not too clear, my motive is always to keep him as a fren coz i feel that he is a nice person. However sometimes when i feel that its not worth it, i will give up. I really wanted to laugh when he told me all the things he told me. I felt abit insulted but its ok coz i feel that i am not senile and i do remember what happened in the past.

ok gtg... gotta prepare myself for a good dinner! Cya guys!

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