yeah!!!! its after my second paper.. how can one be so happy after only her second paper?？well this is wat u call an optimistic person.. haha.. well..this sem i have been really nua.. think i play too much liao.. haha.. i am happy coz i know that i wont fail this paper.. but is gettin a C something to be happy about? well i dont think so.. think i will be realli sad when i get the results man.. sigh..

so some people ask mi..."why didnt u study earlier?" well... i have little self discipline.. this i have to admit and the determination and drive i used to have for studies dont exist anymore. sigh sad sad sad... hmm... at the end of every sem i tell myself i have to study harder next sem but i always break this promise i have for myself... sigh sometimes i wonder whether i am trustworthy or not..haha..


my mummy is in switzerland now and the house is exceptionally quiet... miss that childish ger.. though she is only gone for 2 days? hhahaa...yeah yeah...i am a mommy's ger... also coz my mom is my best fren.. haha.. somwtimes i feel that i am realli lucky to have a sister who i can tok to quite well and a close mom...

Friday is my havoc day...hahaha...realli cant wait...hmmm wondering whhich club i should go... cannot be too ex if not will be super broke hehe....oki ppl readin my blog i will tell u all wherei will be gg on fri...so if u all can then join us k!haha

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i have been so angry with myself the whole of this week. everything seems to be against mi.

i started this lousy week by realising tt i have lost my AA201 textbk... Brrr.... i couldnt believe i actually lost the text and so i search my whole house and my car twice... i search every single inch k and no i couldnt find it. then i went back to skool on wed to look for it.. went to ask the cleaner whether she has seen it, went to SAO and went to the lect theatres to search for it(while other classes were gg on.. i was tt desperate).. oki eventualli i couldnt find it.. so i bought a new text ONE MONTH B4 EXAMS.. and i lost ALL my highlights...tts the angry part... shit!!! i thought things could only get better....

then yesterdae i woke up late for my tax class...tax was suppose to be at 830 and i woke up at 830...yey....and i realli hate to be late! sigh....i woke up with a fumin mind... then i wanted to bring my DnD money to skool, which is like 400-500plus dollars and guess wat??!!?? it was not in my drawer!!!! u shd have seen the look on my face... after a 15 mins search i decided to look for it later.. so i drove to skool.... and when i reach skool i couldnt park into a damn parallel lot... i was cursing like mad! then the next moment my car couldnt start... i tried and tried but no...my precious wasnt being realli cooperative... so i started scolding the car too!

after a while i decided to just go for tax and just leave everythin behind.. and during the break, after i cooled down abit, i went to try again adn i realise tt it was not at "park" tts why the car couldnt start.... yes yes i noe i sound realli bimbotic now.. i was so angry with myself k... i oso don wan tt to happen mah... sigh...

then i went home straight after tax to search for my $$... and i realli couldnt find it so i went to question my maid and she cried.. i felt guilty but who could i ask...i was pretty sure the $$ was in there... she ask mi to search her room...reverse psychology or wat...but it worked.. coz i din search her room neither did my mom.. well i realli hope its not her...

well... i was already in a super foul mood then... but wat surprised mi is tt my mom and dad din scold mi at all for not keepin the $$ properly and they just "loan" mi the $500 dollars.. just told mi to keep my money well the next time... i was so grateful to them.. realli din need the scoldings... well thanx jack and LQ for offering to loan mi the $$... :)

well in conclusion... i just wana sae tt i am damn pissed with myself.. i realli feel like giving myself two big slaps... this has been a tough week for mi and i hope i can forgive myself soon... i hope tt things will get beta next week.. sigh..

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