I was reading a fren's blog today and he said that there are some things in life that's appointed by God. Well... I do believe that there is someone up there who is constantly taking care and guiding our lives but i believe he is going to be DAMN busy having to look after all of us.. haha..

Well my point is... if there really is someone out there, i pray that he would take care of my love life coz i really dont wana be troubled by it again. I want to learn to be contented with who i am with and love like i have never been hurt before. Take everything with an open heart and not be affected by what third parties say. Have faith and trust. The bottomline, I want to say "i love you" from the bottom of my heart.

There are so many other aspects in life that urge for our limited attention and i feel that relationship should not always be the issue troubling us. In my opinion, RS is be something simple, something that make our lives wholesome. Perhaps 30% of the time you are squabbling and having arguments but in the midst of all these, u should still feel the strong bond between the two of u.

Life would be easier if its like that. No one would "wobble" when there is a argument and there would be no tears and sorrows. But i do see all these in the past, when i was just a little ger. Everyone was so naive and accomodating. No one would feel that the other party is not good enough for him/her and we would always try to put ourselves in each other's shoe. When all the tears have dried up and all the anger was gone, a simple "sorry, i know i was in the wrong too." would solve everything. No pride issues involved.

I guess when people grow older, they become more complex. We simply think too much. We think bout compatibility in the long run, bout his/her attitude in future and many many other things. Tiring huh? But thats how the society has made us.

I dont want to be naive.. but i dont want the complicated thought process. I want to be happy with what i have and i want that to stay. I want to trust and have no doubts. I want to accept our past gracefully.

Oh i didnt know that some people whom i have not contacted for a long long time actually know of my blog. Well hi people!

Oops i have a quiz tml better start studying now. This is really how i feel at this point in time. I am quite sure my new year resolution (that is to be happy!) will come true this year.

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Today went to holland v area to eat XO bee hoon. The bee hoon was good but my appetite is quite bad today. Saw this girl... she is really pretty.. her eyes are really mesmerizing. haha.. oops i am sounding like a les..

Yeah... will be going to timbre this saturday! Hope the band playin and the singer are good. It always feel good when there are plans waiting for you on saturday. Oh guess where i will be going next friday? The place where i thought i would never set foot in again... Chinablack. hmm... well...... well........

I should be studyin now but i am totally not in the mood to.. gg to bed i guess! haha.. nite nite!

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i realise this blog should have its name changed. It should not be called "all bout Joanne" anymore cause there are some things i just simply couldnt state down. but in any case i will still keep the blog despite someone's mocking bout blogging. Well i think i will start writing a diary soon. closer to my heart ah.. maybe later i will go get a nice diary. Not the usual flowery kind.. it will be a sophisticated type. haha....

Well maybe i should share with u guys on how i celebrated my valentine's day although its super overdue.. haha. After a super long day of project discussion in skool, i had to rush back home to change. Luckily i din make him wait for too long but we lost our way while tryin to find that specific "carls junior and mc-cafe". haha... When we arrive at the destination it was already 830pm. Of course it wasnt "carls junior or ma-cafe"... we went to keppel club. Its a nice place with good ambience so the wait was worthwhile. The food was ok and the place was pack with couples. Not something very surprising. After that we went to Sentosa to chit chat. All in all the nite was a good one. Someone look exceptionally cute that day ah.. all dress up! Appreciated the night.

Been sleeping alot these few days... dunno wats wrong. Haha... becoming a pig!

That day we went to this chill out place near SAJC, our old skool. I dont know what it is called. But the ambience is super nice. Personally, i love the place. Think i can just sit there the whole nite.

Been quite moody these few days.. hope i can get over this terrible feeling soon.

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Yesterday my ex colleagues from my PA company wanted me to help them get a gift for this guy coz it was his birthday yesterday. So after my long day in skool and my tedious presentation, i had to rush down to Orchard to the the present, card and cake. Was so so tired. But i guess eomeone else was more tired than mi.. haha.. so poor thing.. thanx! Lets see if he can find my blog...

Life is always full of surprises. Things always happen when u least expect it to and the most amazing thing is ur responses to them. But whatever it is, the most important thing is that u one has to be happy with the decision made and make the best outta it! haha... sound so...

Well... i better start studying abit if not someone will be laughing at my "determination" later...

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Hey hey everyone! happny Chinese New Year! collected lotsa angbaos? For me, i collected quite a few but i havent open them yet.. haha.. hope i have had a windfall this year. I think i can continue collecting angbaos onli for another few more years.. haha.. sad sad. the mere thought of 22 sends shivers down my spine.. cant believe i am actually getiing older and older..

Today i was chitchatting with panjia, diana and doogy in LWM library and they commented of my big eyebags and my wrinkles tts showing at the side of my eyes!!!!!!!!! My gosh i nearly jump outta my seat... To be honest, i have already noted that during my attachment but the fact tt someone actually raise concern bout it bothered mi damn alot.... oh no!!! how am i gonna face the world. I feel super dupor naked whenever i am without makeup now... sobz~! As u ca n imagine, i was looking into the mirror for the next 15 mins trying to derive how bad the situation was. after ages... i give up! i decided that confidence can make up for the aging signs... well hopefully i am not being too optimistic..

Anyway i met Mel for dinner today.. Felt so proud of myself coz despite the "terrible" eyes i was having, i did not put on any makeup at all. I figured putting on more make up will make my skin worse. And so i went out with him totally "naked". Dinner at the curry place was quite nice though my curry din really taste too much like curry.

After that we went to Timbre for some beer. It was then tt i said sth super funny, i went "Do u want half a pint or pint a half?" i wanted to kill myself.. haha... the place was quite good. Good place to chill out. The band that was playin actually wasnt playing to well. Couldnt really figure wat they were singing but on the other hand, maybe i am not too good with songs myself. All in all it was a good nite.

On monday, I launched my new pink adidas jacket! Super like it... it was a presee i wanted for a super long time but i felt its a bit redundant since i was graduating and also i thought it was quite ex so i was really glad to receive the jacket.

Mel left his camera with mi *hehehe*(evil laughter). Gonna take super lotsa pics with marg tml!

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This year i had a special birthdy celebration with this special someone. He was really secretive and he did not leak out a single thing bout what he was going to do. So half an hour before the time we were suppose to meet up, i was told to go to harbourfront. and guess wat? we did cablecar dining!! i was really shocked.. the food was ok and it was quite very romantic.. In the midst of dinner, we saw fireworks. Feels like its all planned out.. haha.. I was really touched! We had red wine, a 3 course dinner and there was a yummy birthday cake! Chocolate.. my favourite.. and i guess it was his favourite too! The nite was simply perfect! Think this is the most memorable birthday i have ever had in my whole entire life. Thank you so much TL.

There are so much sweet memories left but it's unfair to him when there are always so much unhappiness and uncertainty in me. The memories he left behind and the sweet, love and patience which he has given me will stay with me forever.

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