Sigh i have given up on trying to figure out how to do my work. Decided that i will award myself a good night rest tonite and work hard tml night.

This week in macs has been an interesting one. stationed so near mac yet we haven eat a single mac meal yet. irony right? The office is really nice and i swear the pantry looks like a big office itself too. Very conducive for working or relaxing.

I saw this really hot babe working there. She has just given birth but her figure is really...... fantastic! Even as a ger, I cant take my eyes off her slim waist and big boobs. Wonder how the guys in office can resist her charm.

There is a mango sale for members at 10% off tml!!!! but i cant go!!!! coz of the dumb training i am having tml. Wonder if training will end earlier then i can just drop by town.

Got a call! tataz~!

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Another of my relationship ended a while ago. It was quite surprising that things turned out this way coz i have least expected the relationship to end.

He said that he saw an end to the both of them but wat i saw was not so. The way he teared for her made me feel as though i was non-existent. He said that it is just the hurt he has not gotten over with but even so, it is unfair.

I have been hurt before. I gave up a relationship which i was unsecure and uncertain about. I thought the hurt would be less if i ended the relationship then instead of giving him a chance to break mi again. But i realise i was wrong. I came to regret it cause i feel that i should just be with him for as long as i can. So now, I am giving him an opportunity to seek his true love. It might be his ex or any other ger but I wish him good luck.

Another reason for the breakup is that i really hate to quarrel. Its damn irritating. Especially over trivial matters. So the quarrels and arguments we were having was making me feel....

Alright gonna go to bed nite nite!

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another boring week has past but i suppose this is much better than the the actual work. KF helped me check my schedule again.... and shit i am almost fully booked till the end of the year... so sian rite!!!!!!!

I am thinking of doing some activities so that my life doesnt become too routine. but i am still exploring my limited options. so damn sad rite.... maybe i haven found the right group of frens to hang out with yet...

This week i din do anything much again coz i am damn broke so i think in the next month i will exercise better money management. so for the following 2 weeks or so i will be super dupor thrifty.

Went clubbin at mos yesterday and it was quite a disappointment. not fun. The whole r&b was filled with young punks and people from different ethnic group. Feel that i cant relate at all. Then we ended up drinkin in the toilet since they have nice tall stools there. sounds disgustin but it was quite cool. we left quite early in the end.

Did i mentioned? i am gg to watch forbidden city at the esplanade! yey!!!! its my first play at the esplanade...so excited. I manage to get 20% off since my cousy is acting in it... lalalala..... shit think i sound like a kid. Anyway i got tix on the 30th lah..so still long....

oh just now someone bought me durian mooncake from goodwood park... hahah so sweet right! can snack on the mooncake later.... yeah....

Gtg...tataz~!

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Just read kailin's blog and i realise that i cant link to her archives.. ooiii cutie do something bout it! Last week was a whole week of training (stimulation). I cant imagine having to perform those work myself in future. As usual my attention span was really short and i just couldnt concentrate after a while. So every few minutes i start to tok to kailin and make funny faces at her. kinda childish but thats the way to keep myself away. The guys in my group were really quite poor thing, tryin so hard to fight the z monster. hahaha......

This training has been really enriching coz in a way i learnt more bout myself... obviously its the bad things. So i am trying to improve from it.. hahah

Sigh sometimes i feel that people are just too self centered and all they care bout its themselves. Why cant they try to do things in a way that will please other and at the same time themselves?

I dont really like to rack my brains on issues but sometimes i know i have to and it really bothers me. Well thats not really the point.

Anyway this one week has been great and did i mention, my first client will be macdonalds!!!! everyone laughed when they heard that. There was actually a mix of feelings when i heard that.. coz i am afraid of having over consumption of macs and puttin on excessive weight. But on the other hand, i think its gg to be an interesting job.

So all in all.. thats my first week of work!

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