Today...something strike me and i suddenly realise that its time to wake up from my long long sleep. Exams are coming!! Last week has been a really bad and tiring week for me and i figured that its up to myself to make the upcoming weeks or days better. I have no fixed plan i am going to go about doin this but i think i will take things as it comes. Yesterday James ask mi "why do u keep saying u wana be happy and how do u define happy?" Oki that really got me thinking... so i said... Feeling happy means that i will smile at the end of the day and I do not have any unhappiness or anger over the day's happenings. I figured that if i go back to being the "old" joanne, things will be ok again.

I really believe that god exists. There are a few instances where i thought it was god's cue for me to take certain actions. Will list down these so that I will always remember these things happened even though these are only going to be a minor issues in my life.

1st: Taxi incident. If the 4th car that drive pass is a taxi then we are meant to be together. True enough the 4th car was a taxi. I thought it was quite miraculous. It was like someone was answering him and telling me something.

2nd: Phone call incident. Had some arugument. Told myself... "god give mi a signal, if within an hour he doesnt call, we are not meant to be" The phone rang 15 mins later. It was him"

well all these might just be coincidental and it doesnt prove anything but a part of me thought that its really amaing these happened. I do not test this too frequently since i deduce that god would be too busy with other things. Well gotta go study soon! Yawnz..........

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I feel so happy for my best friend. She has found someone she love and this someone loves her alot too. She told mi she sees a future with this man and as her close friend i understand that it takes alot for her so say that.

Also i talk to her bf while he drove mi home today. I could see that he is really happy and contended with this relationship. It was written all over his face...his smile and his eyes.

All in all, i hope that everything works well for them and i give them my blessings.

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Met up with a friend, zhilong, on friday night.. been a few months since we last met. The amazing thing is that everytime we meet up, i feel comfortable talking to him.. no awkward silences, just the usual updates and stuff.. We talk bout our future, our ambitions and our fears. Am glad that we met again after so many years and we cann still share our feelings and thoughts with each other. Hope our friendship lasts!

Exams is in a month's time and there are still so many many projects. Skool is crazy and all the lecturers are crazy too. Sigh.. bf307 is so so hard, am so worried that i cannot pass the finals.

All the recruitment are starting soon and it is somehow pressurizing cause its finally the time for u to choose ur path in life. *Why why why....* I still wana enjoy my carefree life... *sobz sobz*. Saw some friends who are working at the big 4 at the big 4 netwoking night.. they have wrinkles on their faces and its so scary.. am i going to be like that in a few years time?? they told mi that there is not much time to party anymore and u have to work till like say 8-10pm every weekday night. Oh no, i better treasure my time now and party while i can..

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Watched movie for 3 consecutive days... 40 year old virgin, corpsebride and 4 brothers. Pretty boring weekend.. but not much of a choice. well out of the 3 movies i feel that 4 brothers is the nicest.. so if u are thinking of which movie to catch, catch that!

Friendster came up with a stupid system which allow you to see who has viewed your page lately.. i think thats like an invasion of privacy..sometimes u just dont want the other part to know that you have viewed his/her profile! but on the other hand, i guess thats somewhat interesting since it allows you to know who is interested in your life.. sigh exams is in a months time so stressful....

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