Today i spent the whole afternoon studying again... Well u can delete the again lah. It gives the illusion that i have been studying alot. Mind you... its illusion. Sigh... realise that i have been getting lazier and lazier after i got into uni. Dont understand what the is wrong with mi. But hell lah its my last sem. why bother so much? hahaha....

So its one paper on the 2nd, another one on the 8th and the last one the 10th. Then its the end of misery!!!! Our teachers and parents has always taught us to plan ahead of time and so i have...hahahah veri veri well planned everything!

10th - Nite: MOS for the first time! Girls night out!
11th - Hangover till the afternoon. Great Eastern Dinner at Ritz Carlton and most probably more partyin!
12th - Hangover till afternoon. Dinner and more drinks? with Melvin to celebrate our anniversary (its not as long as u guys think)
21st - Flying to Manchester!

And in between i will be meeting Hongann and some of my good frens. Also i will be planning for the trip which means that i will be so occupied! yeah! lalalala.... hey ppl can ask mi out k.. if not i will definitely miss you guys like crazy though its only for 5 weeks!

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Today i went for golf with my dad, my sis and Mel. It was really funny. I really cant play and i feel that i cant hold the club (do u spell it like that?) properly. My sister laughed at my awkward positions and i was....hahaa... embarrassed. Melvin and Dad was tryin their best to be patient while imparting abit of skills to me.

While Mel was teaching me...
Mel: "you gotta use ur trunks (hips) to push. not ur hands."
(Placed his hands of my hips to show me how to shift my weight)

Me: "oh u touch my hips and butts... pay $$. 100 million dollars!"

Mel: (Slaps his face) "Oh my god, my dear!"

ahhahaha that was a little funny joke that happened during the 2 hrs. And do u know what!!!! he has such a slim waist. I think it would be better if he becomes a ger. His body will be superb! ahahaha... so jealous.

Me: "i am gg to lose weight by playin golf then i will join MSU next year"

My sis: "and remember to read the papers!" (indicating i am not knowledgeable enough)

Me: "What the f**K!"

Then after that we had tim sum for breakfast! My favourite! yum yum! Thats all for today till now. Gotta start studyin.

Oh btw i booked the tix for the europe trip already so i will be leaving on 22 may and coming back on 27 june. Thats a real long time isnt it? but i really need a break from singapore. Actually i still feel that its a bit short. cause i really really wana take a break from everthing. but... due to my sis schedule i cant. so people who think that they are gg to miss mi like crazy in that period of time can ask mi out between 10 may to 22 may. Alright!

Ciaoz~!

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Three hot babes at Double O!!!! The place where i used to frequent. The waiters there were really nice people!! After quite alot of drinks. Lili looks like she is on fire... hahaha... cute girl.


Me taking the pics. There were some guys who offered to help but we turned them down flatly. I look fair huh... but i am never red. Wonder why!!



Sending kisses to everyone... muakz.... hahah... we look damn funny...



Going home after action. The two hot babes were still able to make their way home themselves safely. Girls power. Feels good to tell the guys "we can go back ourselves. so thanx but no thanx!"
Think Yee looks sober?? u are so so wrong... hahahah
Well am high too.. wonder who i was talking to. Din remember talking to anyone.

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Went for Mambo on Wednesday night and it was really fun fun FUN!!!!! Went over with Sinyee and Lili. The photos are over at the other com but i will update soon to let everyone see how pretty we were that night.

That night, the point that i attract "mature" guys was further proven when i was approach by 2 guys who are 28 and 37 years old. But seriously they really did not look their age. Well I do not look that old after all cause there were a few kids, whom i feel have not grown out of their puberty period, that tried to mess around with mi too.

U definitely would not believe what they did!
First min: Tries to get near
30 Seconds later: Have their hand around ur waist!


I mean... thats not the way man. I feel that tts a real low class way to hook up with gers la.

Well we gers were high and it was a night where we really let our hair down. I think that night further boost our confidence of our beauty! hahahahahaha....bhb siah..
Cant wait to visit MOS after the exams and let loose again!

Guess who i saw that day??? Yup!!! WONG SOON HUAT!!!! The first love of my life. The first guy who kiss mi. The first guy to ditch me. The first guy who let me change my perception of guys. Well he got my number from me. After tt he ask if i would like to go club next wednesday. I declined cause of many reasons.

I think i talk to him over the phone while i was feelin high in the air. Cant remember the exact words. But i commented bout OCS and apparently told him my ex is from Alpha. Said alot of rubbish and "not too nice to hear" words. Well this might sound very BHB but i bet he regret not treasuring me in the first place, if not he might have a hot and faithful gf now.....hahahahahahha. I am glad we werent together cause i feel sad for his gf for his lies. well his gf did was bad to him too lah so quite fair.

All in all i saw alot of ppl that night and it was a terrific night. Looking forward to the end of exams........

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There was a little girl who is fond of running....
She likes to run around her neighbourhood and to nearby shops....
That seem healthy... BUT she is always tripping over things and falling down.

Since her last fall, she deicded that she will take a long long rest before running to places to look for her frens. But one day.....

*RingZZ RingZZ*
her fren called....
Fren: wana go out?
Girl: but i am still healing from the last hurt...
Fren: u will neva know u are well till u try again... but well its up to u.. ciaoz~!
Girl is lost........

She finally pluck up her courage and told herself that she is gg to look for her fren. She ran to their favourite hangout place and she arrived there safely and she did not feel the hurt in the wound... so all was well and she enjoyed herself thoroughly. She was totally immensed with the conversations and the little games that they played.

Before she knew it, the sun has set. It was time to go home again. So as usual, she deicded to run home. She was enjoying the breeze against her face and the beautiful scenary that was rushing past her when...... *THUMP!"... she tripped over a twig. She sat up and tears rolled uncontrollably. With no one around, she felt helpless and loss. She decided that she was the one who created this mess so she will have to bear the consequences herself.

She stood up slowly. The pain on her ankle was excruciating. She had no choice but to limp her way home. She felt regretful and remorseful. She continued sobbing and sobbing until she was home.

She managed to stop the bleeding after some time. She took lotsa panadols to ease the pain she was feeling. After she has finally settled down, she began to ponder...

I have a fear to run now... will i be able to conquer that fear?
Why was i so stubborn? why did i run there even though my previous wound hasnt really healed? Why did i run instead of walk? I would have been more careful......

To be continued...............

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Recently everything became very apparent to me. I did not notice that there were some things i simply shut out and there were some things which i simply choose not to believe. But now... seeing and hearing is believing. I have changed my perception towards things and i see no point to put in further thoughts cause all i need to know is already known.

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There was a pleasant pleasant surprise and i was really HAPPY! At ten am in the morning i woke up to find these.....


hahah...i am really becoming a pig. He did so much in the room before dawn broke and i din even notice. Well so this is me with my little presee....


Someone was disappointed that i did not show any signs of appreciation and i really admit that its my fault for being so boxim. Well dont be mistaken he was disappointed that i din call or msg.. not cause he expects a gift or sth. Felt really bad cause i know he is really really pissed with me. But as usual i know that he wont hold his anger for long.. true enough, at nite... we went to SAJC area to have dinner at a Japanese restaurant. Our old skool! free flow of salmon sashimi and ebi tempura... yum yum! hahaha... nice dinner but the camera make my eyes look so so small..






So as u can see from the picz... we had a big feast and everything was well and ok. hahahahhaha............

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Take a look at this! my new blog skin! its got the kinda colour i prefer for a skin. I have always dislike back blogskin and i have been looking for a nice one... and i feel that this is quite a good one. Guess i will be putting my pictures up there soon! Though the letterings are in kinda a odd position, i still like the general feel of this skin. the title of the past entries are abit off since my past blogs would not show the titles so just ignore the titles.

Today is a boring saturday nite. finish watching the tv and too lazy to start on my books.

That day i was listening to class 95 and i heard them discussing on the topic on whether women like to stick to their men 24/7. There was this idiotic guy who said that women likes to do that since 2 out of his 3 gf has done that b4 and apparently he doesnt like that idea so much.

hmmm.... guys.... they just forgot bout how they used to pester u every single day and how they call u 3 times a day b4 they got u. Now they are complaining bout us gers. Its not like we do not have people to go out with, its just that we rather spend time with our love ones. Maybe in the midst of deciding on who to go out with, we thought that u guys would sppreciate our company. Thats why.

well... i just feel... when i heard wat he said. well thats not impt since its non of my business anyway and i am not facing any trouble like that... hahaha.

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Just now i had lunch with my cousin from manchester at shangri-la.. was a good and super filling lunch. wow i haven met him for 5 years perhaps. its really been a long long time. Well he was tryin to convince my mom to allow mi to work at his restaurant/pub after my graduation and to travel using the $$ i have earned. it was a pretty good and tempting idea especially since my other cousin is gg there too..hahaha

now i guess i will hafta convince my dad so that i can really go there... hopefully everything bodes well for mi....

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i am so so bothered by my convocation trip.... initially it was this then it was that.... so so confused! initially the plan was to go to Japan and due to some unforseen circumstances the idea is now voided... well i certainly hope thst i come to a conclusion on where to go soon.

Actually when u go on a tour, how fun it is depends on the people u go with. If initially u are totally positive bout the trip, high chance that it will turn out good. i have been to places like japan, australia, korea, etc and amongst the places i have visited, i feel that the genting trip i went to last dec was the most memorable trip of all. i had so so much fun and even the long bus ride there seem interesting. its was my best trip. the company was great and during that trip i learnt alot...

Exams are just around the corner and it feels abit scary since my 18 years of education is coming to an end. That day i met my with my secondary skool fren, khangwei. We haven met up for a long long while already. it feels good to be able to see him again. He is with my sec skool fren AGAIN so apparently he has been gg round in circles. I guess its fate... sometimes u might even get together with ur first bf/gf or ur orimary skool fren again. hard to say...

Fate is really a funny thing and i truly believe in it. Wats the chances of 2 persons, who dunno and have no obvious linkages between each other, meeting? Many of my frens say that i am sentimental and that i shd just forget it if the other party is mean but i believe that fate brought us together for some reason. Whatever reason, it must be sth impt. If its sth impt it shd have impacted u deeply and how can u allow the person who have impacted u deeply to become a stranger in ur life? Thats my personal feelings.. but i feel that its quite meaningful. If everyone think it this line, the world will definitely become a much better place.

Today, someone told mi that the past doesnt matter since its the future u are after. "I dun wana know, now or future." i thought bout it for a while and i came up with a conclusion. One should tell the past of herself/himself cause only when u tell, u will feel closer to each other. And when the other paty accepts ur history it proves alot. When there are no secrets, bonds is strengthened since there are no more obstacles. Well this theory may be flawed. Let mi go think thru it again....

nite nite everyone!

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