Went to ktv with steven, ivor and a few others yesterdae.... well i left quite early but i guess the others had lotsa fun too after i left... my fren tok to mi bout his love prob recently... it got mi started thinkin bout the old times... hmmm i wana shake off all those fear for love and fear for relationship... i have stopped toking bout the old times, my past relationship, the things i fear. i dunno whether i have healed from the rs...i dunno whether i am able to go into another relationship with an open mind, with all my heart... lq don get mi wrong.. i am not blamin u here..i noe u are hurt too. just tt everytime when the idea of gettin attached pops into my head i will quickly brush it off.. i doubt my ability to love again but i keep telling myself that one dae when my prince charming comes by i will fall head to toe in love again... he will realli love mi and he will treat mi like his princess... he will kiss mi goodnight before i sleep everynight and he will do something romantic once in a blue moon to spice up our relationship... i will be the LUCKIEST WOMAN IN THE WORLD!!! hahah i seem to be living in lala land... well... its good to have dreams... all the studyin and assignments are gettin mi crazy.. haha... lq if u are readin this i am not blaming u or anithin... we had wonderful times too, nice pics... i hope u are happy with ur life now and i hope that u will find ur cinderella soon and u guys will leave happily ever after... if u think tt i am a demanding and unreasonable ger then u hafta remember to find ur gf carefully... find someone tt realli suits u... i noe u were nice to mi and u had neva ever shouted at mi b4..i will remember that... haha... seems like i am writin a letter to u...hahah... aniwae... everyone who is reading this muz sae this... "i hope joanne finds her prince charming soon!" (price to pay for reading my blog...hahaha)

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its late but i still wana include thuis entry.... i lost an important gift that someone gave mi todae....... tried to find the from the possible places where i lost it but i cant fins... so sad and disappointed... sigh...... things has juz not been gg rite....

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yesterdae was a bad bad dae and i think no one could imagine wat a foul dae i had.... i was at chinatown near the road to the carpark of pearl center there was so many ppl walking on the road and i was so careless tt i bummed my car into a middle age man... i dunno whether it was juz a slight bum but from wat i remember it was... then being so nervous i drove on...i did turn back to sae sorri and he hit the back of my car real hard.... i realli had no idea whether he was furious or whether he was asking mi to stop. sigh i totalli admit tt its my fault for being so careless being a kancheong spider.... i realli have no idea whether the guy will go report mi or not... i certainly hope not and i hope tt he is ok... i am realli realli genuinely sorri.... after the whole thing i was in a daze for a long period of time i couldnt concentrate on anithin... so the ktv session was a bit off and dinner was realli not tt tasty... and now here i am 2am in the mornin... feeling so damn guilty bout it... don feel like sleeping coz afraid tt his face will haunt mi and unable to get stated on my essay since my mind and heart is realli not settled! sigh.. frens like hong ann and ivan did try to soothe mi and it realli helped a bit thanx guyz! sigh i feel so bad tt i don even feel like driving tml or anymore...sian... i suddenly realise why my mom alwaes likes to nag endlessly at mi when i am driving.. now i see how precious her advice are...... sigh i guess todae is nota good dae to tok too much so i shall juz end off here.....

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i din update my blog after my bdae... i think i was too occupied doing rubbish... the bdae party was wonderful! most of my frens turned up... and around 100+ ppl came.. i was quite shock at the no. of ppl tt turned up.. haha... thanx ppl... the cake i ordered look quite nice.. haha so i have some talent in designin rite... haha... i received quite a few gifts...

1. A diamond necklace
2. A bracelet
3. 2 pairs of earings
4. 4 bags
5. 2 pairs of beautiful watches (will start wearin watches!)
6. A teddy bear
7. A lot of vouchers
8. Hongbaos!

i was quite happy with the gifts i like.. i realli like all the gifts tt i receive.. thanx ppl... vain mi took more than 100 pics.. haha ... i am realli thankful to my parents.. without them i can neva haf such a wonderful and memorable bdae... and how can i ever forget... my dearest frens... pj, dog, huimin, shiyun... who made tt dae such a success! muakz~! think i will remember tt dae foreva!


on my actual bdae i went out with pine tree.. we went to esplanade to have dinner and he bought mi a cake from haagen daz... i was quite surprise... he remembers i like haagen daz and bought a cake for mi from there... dunno whether he burnt his hand while lighting the candle... i hope not! the presee he bought is realli nice and it fits perfectly on my beautiful hand hahaha.... thanx alot!


actualli i realise tt i was quite dense i think he wasnt feelin well tt dae bcoz of his studies or things like tt... but i juz went blabberin on and on... oops!

sigh i wanted this entry to be long but i am realli in a foul mood todae... sprain my leg.. queued for 2 hrs... etc etc.... so maybe i will update this entry anther time!

i hate myself for bein too indecisive!

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i gave u a chance....u wanted out.... i gave up and if my intuition is not wrong u want it back again..... i dont wana play this guessin game... i am tired... i wana have a relationship i have alwaes dreamt of.. i am sorri... i don think its possible to get back... tts why i wish u good luck in ur other relationships... i think its best for the 2 of us.. the things tt i went through fot this period of time was bad... it was like a nightmare... i told myself i can let myself fall for onli a sem... now i am back to my normal self... i dun wan ani of those to happen again.... i hope tt u can forget all the past and lead a happy life....... wish mi luck too! wateva it is... u are alwaes a fren to mi.... and i will remember u foreva...

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oh no! so fast! its my bdae celebration tml! i feel so excited....why am i so worried bout whehter it will turn out good? oh no..... can feel the gush of adrenalin once in a while...if this continues i think i am gg to get a heart attack!!! actualli i realli din wana haf a bdae celebration...but my sis told mi i shd even though i don like it...she sae tt its a once in a life time thingy and most prob i won be able to do it again. quite true! i hope i will be happy tml....hahaha...i hope i will receive nice gifts... i hope i will look pretty tml...i hope... i hope... i hope... hahaha...

i got my bdae presee from my parents todae! i chose a diamond necklace from lee hwa...i like it so so so much.... thanx alot the 2 of u! i think this bdae is gg to cost them a bomb...i feel paiseh bout it too... :(...but its a once in a lifetime thingy rite.. so forgive mi! hahaha.....

okie tts all for todae! gg downstairs to meet jack now!

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six weeks breeze pass juz like tt... sigh.... skool has begun... okie i shouldnt be sighin here..i should have a positive attitude..and i realli am tryin my very very best to establish tt attitude... seminars seminars seminars... hm...okie lets hope this is an interestin term!

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I am back from thai...yeah! the thailand trip was QUITE enjoyable.. it was a four dae trip and the first 2 days were for sightseein.. we went to see the ruined palace and the existin palace.. sometimes i don understand why ppl like to admire things which are ruined.. i mean arent we suppose to look into the future rather than dwell in the past??? i noe we shd noe our roots, our history but i don understand what we can learnt from how the buddha sculptures lose their heads... aiyah...nvm think i am contradictin myself... maybe i juz hate the heat.. but at bangkok i bought lotsa stuff..think i bought 7 shrits, 1 pair of jeans, 2 pairs of shoes, and a bag... hahah..so proud of myself...gleee! think i am not "well-trained" enough in shoppin coz after shoppin for bout 5 hrs i started to walk like a cripple... feel so ashame of myself... even my mom wasnt tired... sigh.. this juz gives mi a reason to do more shoppin! hahaha.. its such a pity we onli had one and a half day to shop... nvm i am sure i will go back to bangkok again! oh...now tt i remember...there was one nite where we spend in a province...the tour guide was so irritatin... kept tellin us how haunted this province is.. "brave" mi cant sleep after listenin to the stories... i din close my eyes coz i was afraid tt when i open them i would see sth eeerriiieeee.... hehe... dunno what got into mi.. i am normalli not intimidated by these things....

i din tell many frens bout this trip so many of my frens tot tt i disappeared... hahaha i won disappear lah... how can i let the world have one less pretty babe! *winkz*

i came back on the 31st..tot i would be too tired to go out so i din bother to make any plans but who noes my whole happenin family went out... as in everyone has their own activities and tt leaves mi home ALONE! luckily my dearest neighbour jack came to my rescue... haha.. so in the end, chunlin jack and mi went to esplanade for the countdown..but guess wat... we missed the countdown by like 3 mins... such a pity...but its okie coz we had fun too after tt! haha... we took quite alot of photos at the esplanade... near the merlion and etc.. we were like tourists (i noe i was the one who took the most no. of photos!)... i vain mah... after the fattenin supper we went home i was so so drain tt i fell asleep within like 15 mins after reachin home! haha... so afterall i am quite haps!

yesterday i went to watch phantom of the opera with pine tree... haha... the show is NICE...although i was quite disappointed by the phantom's looks-he is quite ugly..... and all along i tot the phantom is supposed to be a ghost!!! guess i am too ignorant.. initialli i tot tt pine tree would fall asleep..but guess he is quite an artistic person afterall... after the show he suggested tt we speak in the phantom's language... he started singin "jo~anne"...i couldnt help but burst out laughin...and as usual i wasnt very cooperative lah....haha... then in the car he switch to symphony 92.4... hahaha oohhh ppuuullleeassee... trying to act musical leh..hahah... ani-aniwae its a nice show (except for the lack of cute guys) so i give it 4.5 stars! shd catch the show noe.....
and thanx for the xmas present! i realli like it :) and as u said don be dramatic.. so i din "wah!! its so nice.. i realli like it!" hahaha...but aniwae i am not tt type lah! hahah....
it's been rainin the whole of todae.... good weather but quite sian coz i wam gg out...hope the rain stops for awhile!


NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS
1. STUDY HARD AND GET GOOD GRADES
2. LOSE 5 KG
3. BE HAPPY FOR THE WHOLE OF THIS YEAR

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