sometimes i am confuse by the people i meet... i realise every now and then ppl enter and leave ur life... i used to try my very very best to get to know some ppl i meet but soon i began to think tt it is quite pointless coz u will neva noe when they are gg to leave u one dae... they may neva neva leave you but there is a possibility tt they will leave u the very next minute...
my best fren said this to mi once.. "joanne i think u don appreciate the ppl around u"... i thought wat she said was half true... so i began to think bout why i am like tt... then i realise... its the phobia of losin frens which sometimes cause this rxn... well not onli tt... i realise tt some frens juz don deserve tt much attention...
i have this bf for 3 long years.. and mind u its a BF... and after we broke off we din realli contact each other animore... can u believe it.. its a 3 yrs relationship.. and *boom* its gone in tt one dae... not tt i bother to contact him.. so u can see from this example tt sometimes even after u put in effort.. relationship might not last too..
but of course there are other factors why i don put 100% attention...for instance character or interest clash and etc....
I think i sound quite pessimistic....but NOPE... i still wish to meet up with ppl and establish relationships which can LAST.. find more worthy frens... i think i am still able to appreciate...DEFINITELY!

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todae is the bdae of my best fren doggy... so i wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hope tt she will stay young and happy alwaes... although you have reach the 20 zone...don fret cause WE ARE ALWAES YOUNG! i realli hope she will like the presee which we have bought for her... although today is suppose to be a joyous occasion, i am sadden by a fren.. actualli its disappointed more than sad... i am surprised by how some can consider forgoin other ppl in their life... we used to be such good frens.. hangin out together... its true tt we don meet up as frequent animore since we are busy with our work but i alwaes believe... deep in my heart tt we are still as united as ever... i tot tt we have come to understand each other so much so tt we can forgive and forget mistakes tt one of us make.... but perhaps wat i tot werent realli so...

i know sometimes in our life we reshuffle our priorities... but frens are impt too rite?? u cant forget this 3 yrs of frenship bcoz of one incident.. maybe u can say tt i am not in the rite position to comment but all i wana sae is tt i don wan our frenship to end juz like tt k...give everyone a chance.. tok it out and after some time when all the hurt has healed i hope tt the four of us will still be good frens... i believe pj din mean wat she said... u noe her she sae things too bluntly most of the time... forgive her k... and we are definitely not askin u to give up ur bf.. and he is most welcome to join us... hope he can put aside all the words and try to understand k.... i realli don wish tt our frenship turn sour... and if i have said things which hurt u i am sorri k...

okie...now i am gg to prepare to go to town to celebrate dearest doggy's bdae... haha.. cant wait to see her!!

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I am back after so so so long....haha...yesterdae was xmas eve... and poor mi din have a date so in the end i ended up at home preparin dinner for my family and my parents' frens... i was so proud of myself.. the egg salad which i prepared for the FIRST time was a HUGE success... and i got lotsa praises...*erm erm* but HEHEHE(evil) they din noe how much mayo i put in tt salad... so they are finalli gg to be round.... like moi! hahah..... oh and how can i forget the hideous looking agar agar which i prepared..but as they say looks are not impt rite... basically i was quite proud of the food which i prepared.. lalalal.... i left for a movie at around 11plus and went to watch "seed of chucky"...i wonder whether it is meant to be a comedy or a horror movie...sigh... scriptwriters...can u please.. please work on the identity of the show... oh yeah and in the show there is this lady who has such big boobs which were reeaaaalliii distractin esp when u see them bouncin up and down... look so disgustin and they distracted mi so so much...well perhaps u can sae i am jealous but i won want such enormous ones...haha... well tts basicalli how i received xmas... interestin huh!?!

oh yesh i went to see a doctor yesterdae coz there is some serious problems with my jaws.. i cant open my mouth...can u believe it!! haha... and guess wat the doctor said?? He said tt i was under alot of stress and tt caused mi to clench my teeth when i sleep....sound so psychopathic rite.... then i started to ponder.. wat am i stress about?? tt i am eatin too much...tt skool is reopenin.. tt i have not gone shoppin recently?? haha these are all crap... so i realli doubt the doc... maybe he is the stressed up one... hahah... but i am still gg to eat the medicine which he prescribe juz like a good ger...bcoz the medicine is bloody expensive...it costs $2.50 per pill!! doctors...why don u juz go rob the banks!!

Lazy mi din update my night safari trip with pine tree last fridae... it was realli interestin... well it was a perfect nite.. no rain and was quite windy.. but it was so so dark.. we realli had to squint to spot the animals.. u noe.. i alwaes have this perception tt we will be able to get closer to the animals in the night safari but guess i was wrong.. there were all sorts of barriers blockin so we couldnt realli get "intimate" with the animals... tts so sad.... i swear i will go to africa's safari one dae to have some close up interaction with the animals... not tt i am an animal fanatic.. but i juz find it quite cool...

there were lotsa tourists... they were like us.. tryin to spot the animals... and pine tree came up with this crazy idea tt we mislead the tourists by pointin in different directions but think i wasnt veri cooperative... was laughin so hard... haha.. okie i am guilty!! then we went to this cage like area where they keep the bats (actualli i cant remember the name of the animal) and pine said tt the bat hangin from above peed on him...hahah i couldnt stop laughin... think he was quite sad but he told himself tt it was okie since wat they ate was fruits so its not tt dirty.. tts quite good consolation! I managed to communicate with the otters... haha... and guess wat.. they commented tt i look pretty leh...haha thanx... i told them they look stunnin too.. so so... wet and black...

all in all the night safari trip was more interestin than i expected.. but i suggest tt they have more animals in there and they can consider spottin the animals with florescent spots so tt it will be easier for us to spot them!!

Oh how can i forget...Merry Xmas everybody!! hohoho!

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Came back from a chalet yesterdae.....was at chevron... my classmates wanted to kill the organiser when they realise that the lazy and irresponsible organiser din inform everyone in the class bout the chalet... and who the lazy organisor is.... its... MOI! haha... well i was quite busy mah(excuses).....

Well.. after we settle into the chalet we din noe what to do...too late to play bball (if not u guys will be embarrassed!)... so in the end we decided to set up the fire early at 630pm (partly bcoz jingping and i complained tt we are hungry)... U should have seen ryan showing the manly side of him and zehan showing the clumsy side of him while settin up the fire... was super funny...haha...

The group "chai quan" and the "zong ji mi ma" were quite fun too... although zehan has this evil plot for mi to lose and get drunk but well... its hard with clever mi around!

All in all, it was a fun and successful chalet although the attendance was bad and we had not enough food! haha... keep in touch guyz~!

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So hows my new skin! well too lazy update my last posts....so this shall be a totally new page... and this shall be my very first posting... Haha... quite sure my page will be nicer than mr pine tree's... so afterall its quite worth the effort.. haha.. and of course how can i forget henry who has helped mi so much to make this blog possible.. thanxy!

Last nite went out with this fren of mine whom i got to noe durin the union camp.. and he brought mi to this place "cosy bay". Its realli a nice place... and i realli like it... perhaps its the first time i was brought to a place with such nice ambience.. thanxy nanjun! It was a perfect nite till.......... i fell down the stairs! We later went to marche to chill out b4 the movie starts and i FELL down the damn stairs... I noe it happens when u have eyes above ur head... BUT... its so embarrassing... and he called mi an ELEPHANT!! "thanx" for tt too! haha.... All in all... it was a good nite!

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