I hate to ask ppl for favours cause when u ask, there are certain expectations that come with all these requests. When the expectations arent met, disappointment follows. Thats when all the emotional shit gets involved. Maybe thats why i hate to be seen as a "needy" person.

Someone once ask mi who are the people i can rely on. I paused and thought thru for what seems to be the longest period of time. Well there are really a few people i can rely on when i meet with a problem. They are basically sinyee, lili, panjia, liqin, jack and ruihang, Thats considered quite a few right? haha... They are the people whom i think will help mi out when i have a problem especially sy and ll! thanx for all the help for the past few days... really appreciate.

Being outta job for too long is really not too good a choice. I wish i can start work right away tomorrow so that i can take my mind off things i dont want to think about and look at things in a much less complex manner. When u have abundant time, u tend to think bout every little thing. Sigh life is good but not good now. Sounds contradicting. yeah thats exactly how i am feeling now. What i am writing may sound ridiculous to you but if u are feeling wat i am feeling now, u will understand. Nite. Ciaoz.

Your bee-u-ti-ful name here :D