i am so so bothered by my convocation trip.... initially it was this then it was that.... so so confused! initially the plan was to go to Japan and due to some unforseen circumstances the idea is now voided... well i certainly hope thst i come to a conclusion on where to go soon.

Actually when u go on a tour, how fun it is depends on the people u go with. If initially u are totally positive bout the trip, high chance that it will turn out good. i have been to places like japan, australia, korea, etc and amongst the places i have visited, i feel that the genting trip i went to last dec was the most memorable trip of all. i had so so much fun and even the long bus ride there seem interesting. its was my best trip. the company was great and during that trip i learnt alot...

Exams are just around the corner and it feels abit scary since my 18 years of education is coming to an end. That day i met my with my secondary skool fren, khangwei. We haven met up for a long long while already. it feels good to be able to see him again. He is with my sec skool fren AGAIN so apparently he has been gg round in circles. I guess its fate... sometimes u might even get together with ur first bf/gf or ur orimary skool fren again. hard to say...

Fate is really a funny thing and i truly believe in it. Wats the chances of 2 persons, who dunno and have no obvious linkages between each other, meeting? Many of my frens say that i am sentimental and that i shd just forget it if the other party is mean but i believe that fate brought us together for some reason. Whatever reason, it must be sth impt. If its sth impt it shd have impacted u deeply and how can u allow the person who have impacted u deeply to become a stranger in ur life? Thats my personal feelings.. but i feel that its quite meaningful. If everyone think it this line, the world will definitely become a much better place.

Today, someone told mi that the past doesnt matter since its the future u are after. "I dun wana know, now or future." i thought bout it for a while and i came up with a conclusion. One should tell the past of herself/himself cause only when u tell, u will feel closer to each other. And when the other paty accepts ur history it proves alot. When there are no secrets, bonds is strengthened since there are no more obstacles. Well this theory may be flawed. Let mi go think thru it again....

nite nite everyone!

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