Sometimes hints just dont make sense to our narrow mind (well maybe sometimes u choose to block out stuff which u dont wana believe) until the hard facts is blatantly presented to us. Then everything starts to sink in and u start to accept and blame yourself for not hitting the obvious. Eventually you feel embarrassed for having to push the person for the obvious.

That was what happened to me but for one thing, it made me clear. It made me certain that i am never going to let what i did happen again.

Well i learnt that there are many things u have to rationalize before u can make certain decisions and even though the decision is going to hurt the other party, u still gotta abide by ur stand. If not, the eventual person getting hurt will be you. Girls are so lousy at rationalizing... haha...i shall not give examples since this is a highly sensitive topic. But look at the gers around you, sometimes the things they do is really absurd.. but well, i am a ger myself so i wont say much. Its sometimes quite good to look with ur heart. People who look with their brains seem too materialistic.. haha...

Some thhings have come to a close and i am not going to mention anymore. Memories will be locked up and kept in a insignificant part of my mind and it will fade away with time. I hope no one will bring up the past anymore.

Currently i am happy with my life now. There are many things which is making my life wholesome and filled with anticipation. These are my busy skool work (not tt i put alot of efort in that), my frens, my social life, my convo trip, the convo ball, makeover, clubbing next weekend at mos, my first job ever, my fyp and last but not least my dearest "someone". hahah... Such a poor boy, i have forbid him to look at my blog and he said he really hasnt done so. haha... so guai hor..

will continue later gg to have lunch....

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