I was reading a fren's blog today and he said that there are some things in life that's appointed by God. Well... I do believe that there is someone up there who is constantly taking care and guiding our lives but i believe he is going to be DAMN busy having to look after all of us.. haha..

Well my point is... if there really is someone out there, i pray that he would take care of my love life coz i really dont wana be troubled by it again. I want to learn to be contented with who i am with and love like i have never been hurt before. Take everything with an open heart and not be affected by what third parties say. Have faith and trust. The bottomline, I want to say "i love you" from the bottom of my heart.

There are so many other aspects in life that urge for our limited attention and i feel that relationship should not always be the issue troubling us. In my opinion, RS is be something simple, something that make our lives wholesome. Perhaps 30% of the time you are squabbling and having arguments but in the midst of all these, u should still feel the strong bond between the two of u.

Life would be easier if its like that. No one would "wobble" when there is a argument and there would be no tears and sorrows. But i do see all these in the past, when i was just a little ger. Everyone was so naive and accomodating. No one would feel that the other party is not good enough for him/her and we would always try to put ourselves in each other's shoe. When all the tears have dried up and all the anger was gone, a simple "sorry, i know i was in the wrong too." would solve everything. No pride issues involved.

I guess when people grow older, they become more complex. We simply think too much. We think bout compatibility in the long run, bout his/her attitude in future and many many other things. Tiring huh? But thats how the society has made us.

I dont want to be naive.. but i dont want the complicated thought process. I want to be happy with what i have and i want that to stay. I want to trust and have no doubts. I want to accept our past gracefully.

Oh i didnt know that some people whom i have not contacted for a long long time actually know of my blog. Well hi people!

Oops i have a quiz tml better start studying now. This is really how i feel at this point in time. I am quite sure my new year resolution (that is to be happy!) will come true this year.

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