Today...something strike me and i suddenly realise that its time to wake up from my long long sleep. Exams are coming!! Last week has been a really bad and tiring week for me and i figured that its up to myself to make the upcoming weeks or days better. I have no fixed plan i am going to go about doin this but i think i will take things as it comes. Yesterday James ask mi "why do u keep saying u wana be happy and how do u define happy?" Oki that really got me thinking... so i said... Feeling happy means that i will smile at the end of the day and I do not have any unhappiness or anger over the day's happenings. I figured that if i go back to being the "old" joanne, things will be ok again.

I really believe that god exists. There are a few instances where i thought it was god's cue for me to take certain actions. Will list down these so that I will always remember these things happened even though these are only going to be a minor issues in my life.

1st: Taxi incident. If the 4th car that drive pass is a taxi then we are meant to be together. True enough the 4th car was a taxi. I thought it was quite miraculous. It was like someone was answering him and telling me something.

2nd: Phone call incident. Had some arugument. Told myself... "god give mi a signal, if within an hour he doesnt call, we are not meant to be" The phone rang 15 mins later. It was him"

well all these might just be coincidental and it doesnt prove anything but a part of me thought that its really amaing these happened. I do not test this too frequently since i deduce that god would be too busy with other things. Well gotta go study soon! Yawnz..........

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