hmm i am so sad i cant go for the vancouver trip animore... all my hopes and dreams dashed.... sob sob sob.. but its okie i hope i can still go on a holiday with my frens..

i said sth to this good fren of mine tt dae and i found tt its so true so idecided to write it down so i can remember this foreva.. it juz pop into my mind tt day.
i said: if u noe that you are a genius in science and u are able to excel and get into the dean's list if u are in the engineerin course, would u choose business instead? u may like business but u do not noe ur prospects and u do not noe wat to expect.. given the same startin pay which will u choose? well some people might be risky enough and may choose the business course but for mi, i am risk averse.. i will definitely choose engineerin since it secures a better future.. i related this to relationships and i think it is true... do u agree?


and i made another joanne's analogy.. u pay 150 dollars for a pair of levis so that you own it and can wear it.. so why izit that u are not willing to spend 150 on a gift for ur gf to keep her by ur side and own her? i am not tryin to say that gers are materialistic creatures.. wat i am sayin is that sometimes u have to pamper ur gf and show them they are worthy and important... its true tt the cost is not an issue but its the thoughts that count but are u realli tt thoughtful in the veri first place? have u placed wat i like in front of cost?


tts all in the past so its not worth mentioning.. there is no point regrettin what has happened in the past coz things are not going to change.. the disappointment wont go awae.. the hope won revive... nothing is gg to be the same animore.. if u think i was demandin in the past...it takes lots more efforts than compared in the past to gain my trust and win my heart over so i dun wana hurt u and i don wana get hurt again.. u won promise mi i noe.. coz u cant.. i accept tt and i feel blessed we are still frens..


that dae i watched a show, "closer"... super not nice... but the natalie ger said sth she said tt if she like someone she will stick to him and wont leave him... i think she is veri generous.. even though jude law did sth real bad, she still went back to him juz because she like him.. how many gers can do tt? i cant realli accept tt.. but tt dae i did sth stupid and i dunno wat got into mi... but i shall not mention wat... so wheni am in a beta mood i will tok bout it...hehe

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