there is this something which i have been tryin hard to understand but i cant...

an anlogy: i see a scoop of haagen dazs cookies and cream ice cream in front of mi.... i have crazings for it... but i noe that its bad.. its fattenin, its expensive and it should be left there, untouched... but i juz cant control myself...i feel so drawn to it.... i am delighted and feel blissful whenever i get to taste it.. my mind tells mi i have to avoid it but my stomach is telling mi to conquer it... so wat do i do?? i feel so torn... alot of times i tell myself i should not think bout it animore coz thinkin bout it will make mi crave for it more but sometimes its so hard to control... the more i try to avoid the more uneasy i feel... wat should i do? if i knew this was gg to happen i wouldnt have tasted it... i wouldnt even have taken a second look at it in the first place.. it seems to have disrupted my life in a wae....... should i take this temporary pleasure or should i avoid it?

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