sometimes i am confuse by the people i meet... i realise every now and then ppl enter and leave ur life... i used to try my very very best to get to know some ppl i meet but soon i began to think tt it is quite pointless coz u will neva noe when they are gg to leave u one dae... they may neva neva leave you but there is a possibility tt they will leave u the very next minute...
my best fren said this to mi once.. "joanne i think u don appreciate the ppl around u"... i thought wat she said was half true... so i began to think bout why i am like tt... then i realise... its the phobia of losin frens which sometimes cause this rxn... well not onli tt... i realise tt some frens juz don deserve tt much attention...
i have this bf for 3 long years.. and mind u its a BF... and after we broke off we din realli contact each other animore... can u believe it.. its a 3 yrs relationship.. and *boom* its gone in tt one dae... not tt i bother to contact him.. so u can see from this example tt sometimes even after u put in effort.. relationship might not last too..
but of course there are other factors why i don put 100% attention...for instance character or interest clash and etc....
I think i sound quite pessimistic....but NOPE... i still wish to meet up with ppl and establish relationships which can LAST.. find more worthy frens... i think i am still able to appreciate...DEFINITELY!

Your bee-u-ti-ful name here :D